There are many suggested ways that are supposed to guarantee a "flat stomach" I've discovered one way that I don't recommend, ironing it. Yep thats what I managed to do this morning.
On a more serious note I am beginning if there is any right way to come to terms with what my consultant has said, some days I seem to take more steps backward that forward and I am beginning to wonder if I now should of come to terms with it but, the problem is as I think I already have said in many respects I don't want to get my head round because to so would mean having to accept that this is now the way my life will be and I don't want that to be the case. This is hard. I am then being hard on myself for feeling this way and beating myself up mentally for not pulling myself together and getting my head round it particularly given the fact there are many people in much worse position than myself.
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