This is hard, bloody hard.
I am exhausted and in a lot of pain, sitting for long periods of time at typing away does no favours for my joints resulting in them stiffening up and becoming increasingly painful, which is slowing me down. Tonight after trying a variety of approaches with the aim managing my pain which normally works out of desperation I took the maximum recommended dose of my tramadol, which is double what I am prescribed other than leaving me feeling nauseous I don't seem to have experienced to many ill effects from it.
I have come so close to giving up but I can't allow myself to do this I have come so far and battled through too much too give up now, plus I owe to, too many people to keep going. I have the support of my friend who have been amazing over the past few days supporting me and pushing me on.
I am going to bed know with a planned start of 9am tomorrow.
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